Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Written Monday, April 22, 2013



A week ago today I awoke to a beautifully clear and cool spring day.
A week ago today, I headed into Boston to my hospital, Mass General Hospital, with my parents (who have become my partners in crime with all these medical visits the past year) for my 3:00 p.m. echocardiogram.
A week ago today was Patriot’s Day in Boston and the Boston Marathon – a happy, spring holiday and tradition.
A week ago today thousands of lives changed beginning at 2:50 p.m……

Who would have known when I entered those hospital doors that a mere two hours later, we would be leaving both swiftly and with stunned confusion amidst Boston Police, hospital security, television news crews. Escaping my city – my beloved Boston because we had no idea whether more explosions were to follow.

Out the same building that innocent victims to a senseless violence would then be entering.
Leaving a building that runners were now racing to help and offer blood to their own.

A week ago today thousands of people awoke to a beautifully clear and cool spring day to run a Marathon for which they had trained, dreamed, planned…
A week ago today thousands of people planned their day around celebrating a tradition, cheering on a family member or friend, enjoying a day off, waiting at a finish line….

A week ago today, anyone who needed their faith restored in humanity saw it even amongst the rubble of sick, twisted, violent minds because love and unselfishness and courage shone brightly through and beyond hate and acrid smoke.

A week ago today lives ended, hearts broke, sleepless nights began but also a week ago today people faced fear and shock and destruction with immense strength and grace.

So yes, a week ago today, a horrific event happened at the Boston Marathon, and though it’s very hard to wrap one’s head around it, I am emotionally overcome with the stories of bravery and of people who ran toward the danger to help others in need. No one knew if more explosions were to follow but that didn’t deter them from doing what they could; and this isn’t just about Bostonians – there were people from all over the world at this event. This was about humans helping humans. This was also about medical staff, first responders, police, firefighters, EMTs who have to push aside the shock and do what they’re trained to do. I am also incredibly affected by the generosity and care extended from people here in New England as well as across the United States and the world. Each day I’ve cried tears of shock and sadness or on the good side, tears from an overwhelming touched heart. And though the pain for multitudes is so deep that I wouldn’t dare try to stitch up a nicely woven conclusion with even the most exquisite of words, I need to believe that the events of a week ago today are going to somehow beget a light that will lead to overcoming. Overcoming the results of hatred with the light of selflessness and unconditional love.