Facebook Break Day 5 – Uninteresting
Well, I think I’ve become
bored today with my Facebook vacation. I didn’t go on for any birthday wishes
or anything, didn’t feel withdrawals, overall didn’t care. I think it’s because
I’m feeling out of sorts and not well today. Also perhaps watching several
episodes of “Nurse Jackie” a night is too much as I found myself feeling sad
about missing my nurses and medical staff from last year and after a restless
night of little sleep, had dreams of being in a hospital for my physical
therapy sessions – which are not in a hospital, though affiliated with my
original hospital. Dang – did I replace one daily ritual with another?!
Later after physical
therapy, I started feeling that weird full feeling I have felt in my right
lymph node on my neck (the one I mentioned in November) and though it’s a
familiar feeling and possibly indicating I’m fighting something, it worries and
depresses me.
So to make this post not
such a gloomy one, I am posting my little crocheted bag that I finished today –
which did make me feel happy and accomplished. :-)
Although titled uninteresting - what I find very interesting is that going through what you are, and being so self aware about your body's reactions which impacts your general overall feeling of worry - your inner strength shines through while the positive, creative and inspiring Debbie is busy creating this fun little crocheted bag.
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